2005-09-01 - 9:39 p.m.
i ache. i hurt. i wish i was dead. aimee has gone. i can't just call her when i want now. i can't just see her when i want now. i feel so dead inside. i'm still crying.
i have one friend left now but i don't know. she lied to me. she completely bullshitted me. she said she didn't want to change schools at all but she lied. she said her mum was forcing her, but she lied. she wanted to go. she won't say whats so bad about our school. it has to be me. she hates me.
i cannot stop cutting myself and it still won't hurt. i'm bleeding a lot.
make it go away.
why am i shaking.
why am i crying.
why do i want to die.
i don't know how to solve my problems.
i want to sink into the ground.