2004-12-26 - 12:19 a.m.
i've stopped seeing the psychologist. she thinkz i'm normal. fuck am i that good an actor. she woz so surprised when she found out that i cut myself. she said i didn't seem that depressed. I TRIED TO FUCKIN KILL MYSELF. i realli wanted to die. it wasn't for fun or attention. i wanted to die. and she thinkz i'm normal. what the fuck have i got to live for. what? i'm nothing. i'm useless. i get told it all the time. itz true. fuck. i hate me.