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2005-05-09 - 9:31 p.m.

i think i'm going to kill myself
i'm just waiting till my mother goes to work so i can have the pills.
there is enough this time. and i won't ring anyone or nothing. i'll make it work coz i don't wanna be around anymore.

it hurts. and i feel sick. and i can't take it.

i want to stop crying.

i want to stop hating.

i don't think i'm going to get over it. i don't think there is a way out. i think its in too far.

no ones going to save me.

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