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2005-01-15 - 12:14 a.m.

fuck i hate this

don't make me feel so bad

itz not possible. i can't.. stop it. stop it now. please. cut it out.


i can't help being a bad friend. itz in my nature. this makes me wonder why i haven't done it already. why haven't i killed myself. why do i keep putting it off. becoz i'm dumb thatz why. and scared.

i have to quit putting thingz off.

if it has to be done, do it.

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