2005-01-15 - 12:14 a.m.
fuck i hate this
don't make me feel so bad
itz not possible. i can't.. stop it. stop it now. please. cut it out.
i can't help being a bad friend. itz in my nature. this makes me wonder why i haven't done it already. why haven't i killed myself. why do i keep putting it off. becoz i'm dumb thatz why. and scared.
i have to quit putting thingz off.
if it has to be done, do it.